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“run the race you’ve started as though it was your only true passion, for the best is yet to be“
to all the people having their seasons coming up, strive on, ALL THE BEST!
truck loads of love and support 
<3
as the days pass, the bad events have piled up to over the week engulfs you so form a cloud of nothing-ness. you’d begin to question yourself: what is there to live for when life is so down? however, as the colours of your world fade to grey, there will always be a bunch of people who are willing to colour ever single bit of your life back to its previous glory, and put a smile back on your face. to me, these are the small things worth living for. the people who care, the people who were always by you, the people who made an effort to make your days better. for all that its worth, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
smiles are not meant to be kept for yourselves, they are meant to be shared with others. everyone wants to smile and be happy. i guess, counting the little blessings in a day fogged up by unhappy events is the only way one can see the light at the end of the tunnel. so lets try.
today, 1) buddy asked gladys to be with me on tuesday because he knew i was sad cos i had no one to be with before muse sweet buddy. thanks~ 2) i lost my stapler. like great.. but daniel, ranting buddy was there to help 
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so far theres just this two, but guess what, the day is not over yet for those who are going through bad times like me, the best is yet to be. thanks my friends.
has anyone every stopped in their tracks and admired the beauty around them? has anyone ever seen the pretty clouds that float above us at the music centre’s empty space? has anyone every looked out of the classrooms to take a look at the nice pool view? has anyone noticed the beautiful patches beside our science labs? i bet the view is great up there.
as much as i wish i could just let loose and just admire the beauty around us, it doesnt look like thats going to happen anytime soon. these 2 weeks have been disheartening/tough/sad/tiring, but its friday. TGIF like SMILE YANLIING 
when you say you have no one to back you up, you’ll actually find that you have many awesome friends who are willing to listen to your woes. thankyou people. whether you were forced to listen or listened willingly, thanks loads <3 [gerald (forced haha ok la. thanks for being the first one to be hear everything xD), wanjing (thanks for your words of encouragement), alethea (thanks for ur <3 ), tania (thanks for your beeg hugggg ), eric (thanks for being there!), joshua (thanks for listening!), daniel (thanks for listening toooo ), sandra (thanks for trying )] haha! without you guys i dont think i would have lived through this week
push on yanling! the best is yet to be!
Somebody Out There
Singer: David Archuleta Album: David Archuleta
Sittin’ all alone in your room
Thinkin’ that the world’s let you down
All you ever wanted to do is trust someone to always be around
You’ve had a lot of lessons to learn from
Some of them hit you so hard
And I keep believing someday you’ll see, you don’t have to be alone
There’s somebody out there, somebody somewhere to show you the tenderness you need
Somebody to hold you when worries control you
I’d give anything if only you knew it was me
I’ve been watchin’ you go through all of these things for a while
There’s gotta be a way to bring you back
Coz these words sing when you smile
It doesn’t have to hurt you forever
It doesn’t have to last too long
If you wonder where to turn to
I hope that you know
There’s somebody out there, somebody somewhere to show you the tenderness you need
Somebody to hold you when worries control you
I’d give anything if only you knew it was me
I wanna be there when you’re in need
I would never be long if you were waiting
When you’re gonna see, if you could only see
There’s somebody out there, somebody somewhere to show you the tenderness you need
Somebody to hold you when worries control you
I’d give anything if only you knew it was me
Id give anything, anything at all, i think it’s time that you knew it was me
i know i take blur pictures, and the words cant be seen, but i’m still in too bad a mood to care. engraved on the rings are basically i feel you even when i close my eyes. as usual, my gp essays sucked. failed ): depressing. but i’m determined to improve. so good luck to me \(. .) / one of her comments was that my essay was too casual. as if i was chatting in a chatroom ):
didnt go for gp tuesday today. went to holland v and orchard with kayyan and yawen (holland v only) instead. shopped. laughed, chatted. :/ but the feeling is still not there. i thought it was just because i havent been out in too long, yet the truth is, it doesnt really matter. i miss that day ):
to those who have or had the chance to close their eyes and feel. :} stay happy!
editted: “no matter how alone you feel, or how insignificant you think you are, or perhaps how damned your life is, there is at least one person out there, out here, who thinks you’re special; and that you mattered.” -wanjing’s blog
the school bells have started ringing in our ears once again, it makes me pause to ponder if they had ever or will ever stop ringing; just like how the work would ever stop coming. physics tutorial, chem tutorial, econs essay, maths tutorial. these are only the few for today. out of that long horrible list. i said “hope for a better next” just the other day. and wow. how much better is the next –”
i hate school now. not because of the people, but because of the curriculum. it sucks to the core. i dread every single lesson. every single lecture. every single period execpt the empty ones. the things we do are so unfamiliar compared to the tys spamming times where we were supposed to be able to do everything. pe for wednesday is 2.4 trial. i cant run for nuts. crap. pe for next monday is swim pe. wow. thanks man. shocker on the first day of school. cmi. SCREWWW )))); and i thought there was muse to look forward to next week ):
when will things actually get better?
these few days have been quite lousy. 2 outings out of 9 days of holidays? what happened to the outgoing pig ): no. what happened to her friends!!! ))); whatever happened to shopping with cheryl on monday, lunch with alethea and gang on wednesday, sentosa with class on friday and hanging out and camwhoring with wanjing on sunday? whatever happened to the endless blog posts. whatever happened to the happy times? ):
today, i was supposed to go out with hweleng for dinner and random camwhoring. she didnt show. i still have no idea why. its like 9 and her phone is still off i think. sigh. came back with my parents instead. did some emo-ing + shopping and random photos. esplanade area is really a beautiful place. ): too bad i din get to see the marina barrage view (although i’ve been there before)
but at the end of the day, a rainbow appeared. lets hope next week would be better
haha! this is a printscreen of a psm. yesterday was a horrible day. many people were emo-ing. and being the non-emo person (amazingly.. for the 1st night in 3 nights. (: ) yesterday, i was trying my best to console them all
anw, today has been quite awesome. the emo people are happy now! congratulations!!! emo 1 improved in his personal best! my god! AWESOME! emo 2 has his usual girlfriend back emo 3… she just loves me la huh~ i know you love me today, an emo 4 appeared :/ that one is really really sad. i dno what to do! my god! 
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“THANKSSOMUCH彦羚.”
editted: i really think people should learn to READ. 
孤单心事
演唱：蓝又时 专辑：终极一班电视原声带
雨下在我窗前
玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来
比我幸福一点
用寂寞来测验
还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天
我常常会梦见
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式
我在你的心里
有没有一点特别
就怕你终究没发现
我还是在你身边
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式
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