stress is in the house

phew. i finally found time to blog. the whole week has been filled with work and tests. but i have been trying my best to finish them so that i can go out with my love, cheryl on saturday! we were supposed to get my autpgraphed speshow on sunday, but the person could not make it so its now next next monday. maybe i can get my golden version 1st! LOVE SHOW!

anyway. as i was saying… erm i think i’m quite stressed. i’m going crazy. i have been 放空-ing, getting pissed easily and doing some stuff i shldnt have done. sigh~ nevermind i wanna say this too. “Uh I love my friends. They’re all really nice to me. Thank you! It’s because of you people, that school life is still bearable. -cheryl”

i have been online shopping as i do my homework these days, and i found some stuff. but none of them has replied my enquires!!! ))):

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today was quite a joyful day. after all the usually boring and tiring lessons, we went to nh idol auditions. today is yanchng’s turn. yesterday was yuyuan and aud, cheryl, glad, waner’s. the all did well and i really hope the 409 grp will get in and win it! yeepee! anyway. went to infocomm after that. had orientation games at a windy spot. [and suddenly there were fireworks for somewhere else. 这是哪一招啊~] lol. haha. at the food part, as usual, the sec 2s, last years sec 1s and some of this year sec1 guys had “takes aways” with our food. CHILDISH BEINGS! –”

i will be flying off on wed. quite looking forward to it cos only then i can have a break frm sch… … … [dozes off]

THE END

饮水思源

today.
woke up early in the morning [although i was late].
went to cip.
mr chia ended up to be later than me.
went to west coast.
picked litter for lik less than 1 hr.
and went to slack around the park.
i and cheryl shared an sme at mac.
we tore it apart xDD
mine was squished.
went to sit randomly and saw some cute dogs.
and i became cheryl’s pig xDD
slacked till 11 plus 12 and the provided a nugget meal with ALOT of fries.
funny.

went to bigbook shop after that.
went to jp.
went home.
bathed and slept.
then woke up and did some homework.

parents brought me to bugis.
walked around.
freaking crowded…
bought MY STAR NECKLACE. YEA!
its lik the girl version of zhu’s!

next went to my dad’s mum, my grandmom’s house.
she fell and sprained her ankle…
she was so happy to talk to my dad while we were there.
although i din understand but i felt ok with keeping her company.
i’d rather do that then do home work.
she was so happy when she chatted.
but when we were leaving she became sad ):
sigh.
i dun mind going every week actually…

[做人要饮水思源，在追求上进`赶上潮流时，不妨回头一看，看看一些永不改变的美丽。]

i just dont get it.

 

i dun exactly lik my face in this picture, but read the words…

i knew this year was a unlucky year, but i just didnt wanna believe it… since the start of the year i have been VERY UNLUCKY. maybe its the o lvls that is sucking away my luck for good results, but i hate it… although it does come in times lik the poster but its really quite irritating for me to rot her… rotten year…

i hate school. i hate teachers. i shall say no more!

i got A2 for my chinese. its so depressing to know that u have 0 hope of getting a 6 to get into njc… )): 再次跌到了。笑够了没？在多会忍痛的人跌倒，这么多次也是会哭的叶。SIGH! where shld i go now… someone tell me!

人性本=善？ 人性本=自我

每天都是功课功课功课！累死人了啦！再班上还真地睡着了叻。sigh. i hope all this could end soon ):

就近有了几首新的旧歌。小猪的红线和给你管特别好听！ ;D o lvls released on thursday. =X i really wanna get it son, but i’m quite afraid that i dun get A1 for chinese ): although i though i did really well for the paper.

sat went to k box. sang from 1 to 7. 19.4 bucks. best songs: 彩虹，崇拜，月牙湾；fav song: 败给你. gladys said this : “oh wow. it sounds better off mic.” wow… i thought it was only my wishful thinking that it sounded better off mic, but glad said that! i’m so glad. haha xD

stayed back yesterday to cheorgraph [ dunnoe how to spell ], waner, audrey, glad and cheryl’s nh idol item. haha I WANNA CLAIM CREDIT 1ST. ;D i really think my arrangement was nice xDD

oh the way back met jiang and his mom o.p… natural reaction was to smile, and his mum said my face was cute ^^” lol… haha thx.

TGIF! <33 CHERYL!

 

yesterday was quite a good day. after school, the carrying of books down was shitty… zzz but on our was to ngee ann poly, i and alethea were lucky to have met cheryl! ;DD she went with us to collect my poster…

i’ve got to say. the school life there is quite cool, but the campus is abit TOO big for me… i’ll die walking up the slopes and down agin… to think 6 floors was alot already… LOL. they were having an open house, so there were many students there… we walked to blk 52, and had to climb up 7 floors… lol sry… haha… [i wonder isit the ngee ann trip that make my legs hurt now or the moving of bio files down... maybe its both.]

haha. then after that we walked to KAP! wee~ long time no see. hahah. i rmb the 1st time we came i din really know cheryl. it was one year ago… ^^” thats when we started to be good friends? xDD one year has past… she can be my bestie xDD but she aldry has 2 or 3? so nvm LOL. we chatted about alot of things, and finally left kap at around 6…

went home. the end.

I’M GOING TO K BOX NOW! BYE!

蝴蝶秀；爱情三[不]曲

蝴蝶秀

演唱：罗志祥 专辑：舞所不在 

yo everybody 注意注意
我要开始带起新的流行
纸片人已经被踢下伸展台出局
卡路里不用在意

假仙不讨喜 爱吃我欢迎
胖了几公斤 信心又升级
骨感美女 风吹就倒地
肉感美女 视觉最抢戏

快快 一字排开
坏坏 眼神拽拽
来来 准备打开
今晚你重量级的舞台
嗨嗨 镜头过来
看看 你最厉害
拜拜 扭扭姿态再来

一起说拜拜
蝴蝶秀出来
有自信最可爱
今晚你主宰
拜拜蝴蝶秀出来
开始对你膜拜
你是抢手爱

体重别过轻 瘦到眼冒金星
体重计当成温度计
爱美有道理 环肥燕瘦都行
自信是要发自内心

男生们不爱完美比例
管他三比七 猪头才在意
肉感美女比较重感情
生活没压力 爱情才开心

快快 一字排开
坏坏 眼神拽拽
来来 准备打开
今晚你重量级的舞台
嗨嗨 镜头过来
看看 你最厉害
拜拜 扭扭姿态再来

一起说拜拜
蝴蝶秀出来
有自信最可爱
今晚你主宰
拜拜蝴蝶秀出来
开始对你膜拜
你是抢手爱

蝴蝶秀 秀
蝴蝶飞飞
蝴蝶秀 秀
~蝴蝶飞啊~

爱情三『不』曲

演唱：罗志祥 专辑：舞所不在

爱的电磁波电到你(girl~)
不是色狼咸猪手
我只是想要借过

不要想太多
没爱会有偏头痛
有爱不要冲昏头

我的爱情三不曲不算多
心情别乱飚飚风
自以为美想太多
太长舌会把我逼到疯

三不曲的恶梦(girl~)你不要(girl~)
让我对爱松手
自然又不做作(girl~)有点肉(girl~)
是我头号杀手

爱的电磁波电到你(girl~)
不是色狼咸猪手
我只是想要借过

不要想太多
没爱会有偏头痛
有爱不要冲昏头

我的爱情三不曲不算多
心情别乱飚飚风
自以为美想太多
太长舌会把我逼到疯

三不曲的恶梦(girl~)你不要(girl~)
让我对爱松手
自然又不做作(girl~)有点肉(girl~)
是我头号杀手

三不曲的恶梦(girl~)我不要(girl~)
爱情难以捉摸
个性干净利落(girl~)不罗嗦(girl~)
志祥爱你更多

其实我没什么要求
只是把我死穴先说

给点笑容

你也可以对我要求
大男人的三不原则

全都列给我

三不曲的恶梦(girl~)你不要(girl~)
让我对爱松手
自然又不做作(girl~)有点肉(girl~)
是我头号杀手

三不曲的恶梦(girl~)我不要(girl~)
爱情难以捉摸
个性干净利落(girl~)不罗嗦(girl~)
志祥爱你更多

the goods and the bads.

omg… i lost 5 bucks… is my wallet lik a black hole??!! money goes missing and i’m sure theres no way it can drop out?! )): i am sooooo unlucky this year… since the very start. there are too many things for me to list. i’m lik dying… SIGH. but heres a piece of good news!

“Re: ‏
From: Radio Heatwave (info@radioheatwave.com)
Sent: Tuesday, January 15, 2008 2:52:53 AM
To:  Huang YanLing (darkstarr2@hotmail.com)
Cc:  jinghui@radioheatwave.com

Hi Yan Ling

Congrats! You have won yourself a Show poster.

Drop by Radio Heatwave Office (FMS Blk 52 07 – 03) anytime to collect your poster anytime from 11am to 5pm.

Give us a call before you drop by.
2008/1/14 Huang YanLing <darkstarr2@hotmail.com>:

Huang YanLing S9236012A
Ans: <<SHOW YOUR DANCE 舞所不在>> “

wee~~~ but now i need to think of a way to get it )):

元卫觉醒 下流社会

“正常版如同其他市面上的专辑，加增很多礼券，但是新加坡不适用。

下流版采用单曲包装的方式，非常简约。

下流签名版 — $ 11

下流普通版 — $ 10

签名版目前剩下 2 张”

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/freshcdshop&article_id=9390644

)); i really think this is much better. 11 bucks. full album plus autograph. Y.Y but no one seams to be willing to help, once again. pissed. . . this album is rather simple. nth much i guess, but its selling @ cd rama for lik 18 bucks… come on lah… 太夸张了吧 ): at least this one has autpgraph lah~ i freakin want it…

CAN NO ONE SEE ITS ON MY WISHLIST? ): SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME ): its only the transaction ); i can pay for it myself u know… SIGH. i douth anyone would even see this…. BIG SIGH~

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how many times am i going to say this. I HATE SCHOOL. go all the way to clementi, walk all the way to school. carrying books to and fro. OMG! KILL ME! its so tiring… then when u start lessons its SO BORING. teachers are going SO FAST! u dun get half the things they say… then u go home. DOING HOMEWORK. sec4 students really have NO LIFE! theres practically maths everyday, english and chem every weekend… zzzz [faints]

conclusion. i hate school…

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how come everything i do, say or see… it seams lik i have done it before… …

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What Yanling Means

What Yanling Means

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you’re too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything … you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don’t get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don’t appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/